Tag: memories

When Your Abuser Dies

Last year, I had to – for the most part – start overwriting The House of Jezebel: Fulfilling Destiny in Spite of Your Upbringing. For nearly two decades, my previous writings were based on my Christian upbringing. But as I soon got serious about discerning the paranormal events that I experienced as a child, I underwent a spiritual awakening. I suddenly woke up to the realization that the religious beliefs of my childhood no longer appealed to me. Actually, I speak more on this topic in a blog post entitled Why I Quit Church? ⛪ Nevertheless, diverting from traditional Christianity onto the path of Self-realization meant I’d needed to start over –…

Writing & The Death of a Jezebel

Wow! Can you believe it’s been a whole year since I released the first three episodes of The House of Jezebel book podcast?!? Well, I’m back – and a lot has happened since then. But before, I started up a new podcast series entitled Jezebel Through the Chakras, a look at the 7 major chakras, I wanted to check in and give you all an update on the writing process and what’s happened in the past year. This recapped episode was sparked by a recent obituary by a sister and brother who wanted to have the last word regarding their 80-year-old mother that abandoned them and started a whole other family…

Goodbye & Farewell, My Jezebel

As is being currently documented in my forthcoming book, The House of Jezebel, despite what my Jezebel did during my upbringing and even throughout her “alleged” mannerisms in the months leading up to (and since) her death, I still remain neutral (in my feelings) toward her. I have neither the time or energy to be angry, resentful, or remorseful over her. Don’t get me wrong! I’ve long since forgiven her but even forgiveness does not require one to return to the source of their suffering for the abuse to resume. Therefore, her death not only sealed the deal on my ability to release her spirit and its influence on me and my…

Jezebel’s Shadow Side

In the forthcoming release of my debut title – The House of Jezebel, there’s a chapter entitled Jezebels in Our Midst. At its beginning, I share an account of being supernaturally introduced to my [own] Jezebel. Despite having been raised in the church, I still wasn’t all that familiar with the biblical character known as Jezebel. However by high school, I often heard others be disrespectfully called by that name. SIDEBAR: In the Author’s Preface, I clearly explain how The House of Jezebel does not equip anyone to erroneously label another as a Jezebel. In doing so without true godly discernment means one is operating in his or her [own] ego…