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The Resurrection of Jezebel || Part 2/2

“Just look at us. Everything is backward; everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information and religions destroy spirituality.” ~Michael Ellner In Part 1 of The Resurrection of Jezebel, I shared a dream about a deceased family member “resurrecting” from the dead nearly a year after their death. After that post, I shared the following: “Generally, dreaming about someone’s death implies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person… If you dream of a person who has died a long time ago, then it suggests…

The Resurrection of a Jezebel || Part 1/2

All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players: They have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts.” ~Shakepeare “The dead has arisen….” A couple of weeks ago, I had the strangest dream in which I saw a deceased family member literally pierce the veil and walk from the spirit realm back into the earth realm with the same body and name as if they had never left. In other words, the person was “resurrected” and upon their “rebirth,” they returned into the same likeness after having died a year earlier. Upon her re-entry, she had a certain “air” about her…

When Your Abuser Dies

Last year, I had to – for the most part – start overwriting The House of Jezebel: Fulfilling Destiny in Spite of Your Upbringing. For nearly two decades, my previous writings were based on my Christian upbringing. But as I soon got serious about discerning the paranormal events that I experienced as a child, I underwent a spiritual awakening. I suddenly woke up to the realization that the religious beliefs of my childhood no longer appealed to me. Actually, I speak more on this topic in a blog post entitled Why I Quit Church? ⛪ Nevertheless, diverting from traditional Christianity onto the path of Self-realization meant I’d needed to start over –…

WANTED: A Compassionate Jezebel?

Since I started reading Gary Zukav’s The Seat of the Soul, I’ve been trying to see into the soul of my Jezebel in search of a compassionate side. To see the purpose of the timeline collision of our lives from a different perspective. Perhaps in doing so, I could try to find the why not only in my story but in our stories. At first, in the hours, days, and weeks after her death, I engaged in emotional warfare since nothing but hurtful and harmful memories surfaced from deep within my soul. Nevertheless, here I am – a good three months later, in search of something good, something purposeful in her existence? Yet I still…

What is a Jezebel Spirit?

“….God calls everyone and gives them the power to respond – but to be chosen, we must respond to the call, using the power God gave us for that purpose.” -Ken Collins1 A Jezebel Spirit is a strong powerful leader of the demonic kind who entraps those whom Source (God) has chosen, by yoking to their mind, body and/or spirit. Through mental manipulation, domination, and intimidation, people with a Jezebel Spirit secretly plot against God’s people working through them to achieve the following: To obtain illegitimate headship over churches, families, businesses, and governments For indoctrinating others with false and immoral teachings that keep their followers conformed to worldly trappings, thus cutting off…

How Not to Attract a Male Jezebel

Yes, Virginia, a man can have a Jezebel spirit. Many of us who were raised in a House of Jezebel experience, especially in cases when our caregivers were female Jezebels may wish to forget about our childhoods and just move on and into adulthood forgetting the past altogether. But unfortunately, it’s not always that simple. Unless you live in a monastery, you may soon find yourself prey to another type of Jezebel. Unfortunately, this one comes in the form of a love interest associated with the MALE JEZEBEL personality. If you are unsure of what one looks like, here is a sampling of 18 characteristics shared via a 2011 blog post…