Tag: relationships

Good vs Evil Intentions

In the classic film, The Wizard of Oz, we learn much based not only on the personality but also on the interests of each character especially as it relates to good and evil. Even those on the good side still suffered from weaknesses and other shortcomings that had them acting in ways contrary to their true nature. For example, a lion is the king of the beasts, a powerful creature that’s large and in charge. Yet the lion in The Wizard of Oz was a coward and in desperate need of courage. His own roar scared him just as much as other people. Next, there was the scarecrow who needed a…

The Resurrection of a Jezebel || Part 1/2

All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players: They have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts.” ~Shakepeare “The dead has arisen….” A couple of weeks ago, I had the strangest dream in which I saw a deceased family member literally pierce the veil and walk from the spirit realm back into the earth realm with the same body and name as if they had never left. In other words, the person was “resurrected” and upon their “rebirth,” they returned into the same likeness after having died a year earlier. Upon her re-entry, she had a certain “air” about her…

When Your Abuser Dies

Last year, I had to – for the most part – start overwriting The House of Jezebel: Fulfilling Destiny in Spite of Your Upbringing. For nearly two decades, my previous writings were based on my Christian upbringing. But as I soon got serious about discerning the paranormal events that I experienced as a child, I underwent a spiritual awakening. I suddenly woke up to the realization that the religious beliefs of my childhood no longer appealed to me. Actually, I speak more on this topic in a blog post entitled Why I Quit Church? ⛪ Nevertheless, diverting from traditional Christianity onto the path of Self-realization meant I’d needed to start over –…

The Backwardness of a Jezebel

Last week, Spirit reminded me of a common occurrence amongst the Jezebels I’ve encountered (in this lifetime). It seems that these Charismatic (Jezebel) types have their own set of misplaced priorities that they live by – even if they fail to see how such priorities – when carried out – tend to result in hurt, confusion, and/or chaos for those around them. In other words, their priorities are centered around doing for everyone else except for the people that are actually in their corner. This doesn’t mean that they always ignore those closest to them but their approach in doing so usually turns out a little a$$ backwards. Instead of asking…

WANTED: A Compassionate Jezebel?

Since I started reading Gary Zukav’s The Seat of the Soul, I’ve been trying to see into the soul of my Jezebel in search of a compassionate side. To see the purpose of the timeline collision of our lives from a different perspective. Perhaps in doing so, I could try to find the why not only in my story but in our stories. At first, in the hours, days, and weeks after her death, I engaged in emotional warfare since nothing but hurtful and harmful memories surfaced from deep within my soul. Nevertheless, here I am – a good three months later, in search of something good, something purposeful in her existence? Yet I still…

Goodbye & Farewell, My Jezebel

As is being currently documented in my forthcoming book, The House of Jezebel, despite what my Jezebel did during my upbringing and even throughout her “alleged” mannerisms in the months leading up to (and since) her death, I still remain neutral (in my feelings) toward her. I have neither the time or energy to be angry, resentful, or remorseful over her. Don’t get me wrong! I’ve long since forgiven her but even forgiveness does not require one to return to the source of their suffering for the abuse to resume. Therefore, her death not only sealed the deal on my ability to release her spirit and its influence on me and my…

Jezebel’s Shadow Side

In the forthcoming release of my debut title – The House of Jezebel, there’s a chapter entitled Jezebels in Our Midst. At its beginning, I share an account of being supernaturally introduced to my [own] Jezebel. Despite having been raised in the church, I still wasn’t all that familiar with the biblical character known as Jezebel. However by high school, I often heard others be disrespectfully called by that name. SIDEBAR: In the Author’s Preface, I clearly explain how The House of Jezebel does not equip anyone to erroneously label another as a Jezebel. In doing so without true godly discernment means one is operating in his or her [own] ego…

How Not to Attract a Male Jezebel

Yes, Virginia, a man can have a Jezebel spirit. Many of us who were raised in a House of Jezebel experience, especially in cases when our caregivers were female Jezebels may wish to forget about our childhoods and just move on and into adulthood forgetting the past altogether. But unfortunately, it’s not always that simple. Unless you live in a monastery, you may soon find yourself prey to another type of Jezebel. Unfortunately, this one comes in the form of a love interest associated with the MALE JEZEBEL personality. If you are unsure of what one looks like, here is a sampling of 18 characteristics shared via a 2011 blog post…